2 years since my grandfather died and I'm still crying my eyes out as if it was only yesterday ( Read more... )

The past days of 5/6-5/12 were horrible.

On the 6th I started getting really dizzy to the point of blacking out. Then the following days were all just going downhill for me. I felt nauseous, exhausted, and really just.. bleh during these days. I honestly didn't know what was going on with me until last Monday, so that meant a full schoolweek of ( Read more... )

those who actually care about being in my life would make an effort to do so. So all those inconsistencies in my life, that's all they are. Inconsistencies are just temporary people. I know some might say, that effort goes both ways and obviously lately, I haven't been doing my part. Why? Cause before I gave up, that's all I had been doing anyways ( Read more... )

to go back to the Philippines.

Coming here when I was five may have done some sort of good for me, but despite all the so-called "luxuries" given to me here in the US, I would give all of it back just to live in the Philippines again.

I miss waking up to my uncle's cooking with the smell of tuyo around the house that would last until noon. I miss ( Read more... )

To be honest, I am terrified of the day when this happiness is far out of my grasp. When what I have learned to love and what I have become accustomed to are simply distant memories. It takes me a long time to find happiness, genuine happiness, that is here to stay because by the time I realize that what I have found is what I’ve been looking for, ( Read more... )

This week passed by faster than I expected despite the monotony. Monday through Friday had nothing special in particular. Spring Break! Next Tuesday I'll be going over the CoCo's house to hang out with some people :) water balloon fights + pizza + pool. Hopefully it'll be warm.
For the duration of Spring Break I'll have to work on an English project ( Read more... )

I've played games, and I've been played. It's not exactly the most satisfying feeling in the world. To be honest, I'm disgusted by those who continue to play games and those who allow themselves to be played with. I may be referring to myself too when I say this, but wake the fuck up! You should never settle for less. Never, ever. Not in a thousand ( Read more... )